okies
yesterdae was a shitty day
i was HORRIBLE at the rehearsal
like i played like a pile of crap
i knew i played terribly
i knew it i knew it
but...WHY DID I play so badly?!?!?!
i noe i'm capable of better...!!!
I NOE I AM!!!
what the hell is wrong with me
if i can't play sweetly in front of ms tay
how am i gonna play super in front of a white bald guy???
HELP DEAR GOD!!!
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but DARLINK ms tay was so nice to me
i think i have a crush on my piano teacher
haha
but she's just the best lor
i love ms tay
she's so sweet to me despite my awful playing
she's so understanding
she gives me such inspiration
hehe
ms tay's the best
i'm so tickled
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12 days to ATCL exam
DAMN!
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