don't talk to me,
don't even look at me..
.
i'm depressed
very depressed
oh so SOOoo depressed
.
i'm gonna fail my ATCL
i screwed it up so bad
SO SOOOO BAD....
.
mistakes everywhere....
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME??????
mistakes that weren't ment to be made
awful nerves
cold feet
.
just kill me now.
.
sorry ms tay
so so soooo sorry
i dunt wanna dissapoint u...
but i'm gonna fail
mebe just scrape through a pass
but that's the best u can expect.
.
i'm a failure.
.
i needa talk to someone
but esther and sara are out of town.
my brother isn't home
and i noe my mum will onli make me feel worse
.
i feel so alone now
so so alone.
where are my darling friends???
come back.
.
swink.
.
HCJC concert was nice.
i saw joel.
but even he can't make me feel better now.
i just need my friends.
.
friends
.
but they're not here.
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