out of the corner of my eye
white shoes
i avoid furiously
i run-->inside
but it must not show
i want to hide
but there's no where to go.
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i despise
i hate
i'm in utter disgust.
shit you
go and die you
.
imaginary friend
supposedly gorgeous
all of it lies
you deceive me
<-->
i deceive you
i resent you.
you ass
unsympathetic B*st*rd
i hate you
and i WANT you to hate me.
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so sue me for defamation laaa. this must be the lowest most LOWEST point in my life lo. like hell can..i dun even have OnE pathetic free day-->i mean after school. it's like everyday after school it's either cca or some "XtRa thing" or tuition or what shit lo.
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i hate school i hate life.
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i realise i'm getting more and more vulgar by the day...must be cause i listen to the same eminem cd every single night...i even go to sleep listening to it..i can even memorise some of the complicated phrases!!! so yeah..i realise i'm mad...but it's unfair. i'm in sec 4 and 3/5 of my week is spent on CCA when i should be toning it down there already. damn SYF. i dun even need CCA points to get into poly. this really sucks.
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so i'm sitting here now penning down my disturbed thoughts and i'm thinking twice bout putting this entry up..
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and my decision which is already obvious was to:
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yup...put it up
<-- yesterday or
tomorrow -->
