i liked me last entry..and i hope u guys got a chance to read it. i understand that not many peepx visit my blog..but i'm thickheaded..and i think i'm permitted to fantasize that i'm ms popular and all.
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so anywae..the reason fer the blog update is that my mother found out my deep ark secret..haha..no..nothing that terrible..but she discovered that i've been listening to:
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'rubbish music'
-->as she calls it
-->aka eminem.
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so what's the bi deal la..she keeps on saying that it's dirty and that it pollutes my mind or something..she just assumes that i am what i listen to [understand?] she thinks that just cos i listen to the stuff that i'm going to wake up cursing and swearing and saying the f* word ten times in one sentence..that i'm gonna hate the world and hate life and i'm gonna become a devil worshipper and what have you. to me..it's totally ridiculous..i'm not some dumb kid la k..i noe that what i listen to is crap..and i DON'T [I DON'T!!!!] let it get to me. dum dum mudder is just sooo bloody sensitive..she's the one who needs counselling not me ok.
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[don't push me]
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so then she goes on and on with her guilt trip technique of breaking me down..bout how i betrayed her trust and how she's so upset and how she couldn't sleep the whole of last nite..
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bladii bladii bladii blaaaaaaaaaa
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I REALLY DON'T CARE!!! cos i can take care of myself ok..and i noe that she just cares fer me laa...but why do ppl have such ENCLOSED [notice how i used the word 'enclosed'] minds??? mebe if i weren't born into a christian family i'd be entitled to listen to eminem. cos then ppl wouldn't bombard me with how god hates me when i listen to vulgar music and how god cries when i'm bad. this is just so overated[did i use the word correctly?] so i'm a bad christian...i try...but i dun even have the freedom to listen to stuff that i like. i hear the words but i dun listen ok..i dun absorb everything i hear like a sponge!!! tae school fer example...half the time the teacher's mouth is moving but i dun hear a thing.
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i noe the difference between right and wrong. i've paid my dues..i've apologised...but u can't stop me from listening to it...i can and i will..i'll just make sure YOU dun hear it..it's not ur problem it's mine..so leave it as that.
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i'm so rebellious.
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must be the environment.
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