sighx..i tell u ppl..i'm like seriously in lalaland right now. i feel sooooooo superly ExtrEmELy haPPy!!!! but at the same time i feel so shitified and sad.
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so yesterday i went for the HCI concert and i saw "..."!!! OMG!!! he's so cute and i was like staring and staring the whole nighttt...sighx..i'm truly infatuated. i dun care what others think or say...my friends say he looks funny and stuff...BUT I DUN GIVE A DAMN what they say..it dun matter...just that i think he's cute-->that's what matters. sighx...so i was like 'WHEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee" the whole of yesterdae night and today..sighx..
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6 little hearts fer 3773-30J**** sighx..so just now during dinner i was like asking my brother to tell me more bout him..and he started telling me all the disgusting facts like how he tends to drool when he's laughing...and so on..[i shan't share the details] then he told me that he said that he won't have a gf until after As..but what he means is...AfTer ArmY too...that means 3 years from now. damn..
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i dun stand a chance.
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but it dun matter..i believe that some stuff just should be left as they are and if they are meant to proceed in any wae...then it will. i hope they do...but that's not fer me to say...especially since i'm a girl and all. i mean as a girl...it's weird to make the first move right..so if u like someone it';s sad..cos u can't d a freakin thing about without embarrasing urself or chasing him awae. so that's the life of a girl...twisted, unfair, and totally sick!!!
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so yeah..i hope my brother will help me out with the 3773-30J**** thing..meanwhile..i'll continue swooning and continue being infatuated..despite my new knowledge of some of his unmentionable habits.
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tatax
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