i've not updated in quite a long time so here's the biz on what's been going on since the last time i updated. of course it won't be anything much cos my life totally sucks and is probably one of the most boring lives in this whole entire freaking world. so yes..as u can tell..i'm not in the bestest of moods..then again..i've not been in a good mood for the longest time which is really disturbing me, cos not being happy can really disrupt and change ur way of looking at the shitified world and it can reallly, basically, shitify ur personality and make u a horrible person which i'm afraid i shall soon become if i dun feel happy soon. so there, that was one really long sentence, but i dunno why i just love long sentences. so sue me.
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right. the latest happenings of cathleen's life is that she owes the teachers of paya lebar methodist girls school (secondary) a whole pile of homework, whether they're aware of it or not, which i'm sure they soon shall be. so i'm in great debt and have to really pull myself together from this little period of depression and get the work done and throw it at them. better then not handing it in at all and getting zero marks for ca and whatever la. i'm not relaly worried bout ca anymore..cos ca is like nothing compared to the upcoming o levels. so have u heard? they've changed back to the double intake for the JC thing which i find totally shitified cos i was looking forward to not caring about prelims. but come to think of it, since i've already decided that i'm totally in love with temasek poly, prelims still dunt count fer me, cos even though i absolutely ADORE hwa chong institiution (and the ppl in it--specially one), i'm determined to go to design school and be a freakin designer. Cos my brains have kinda sagged since primary school and i've really becoms a dumb gal..so i guess my hands are the only useful thing left on my pathetic self. now that i've stopped piano lesson, and i'm totally upset about it, i now have one less talent. i never had a lot to begin with but nevertheless, i have one less talent.
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right..aunty cheng has come and gone. she just left for home this morning...so i'm really upset about that. i alwaes get upset when she leaves which is very unfortunate since she comes once or even twice in one year...so i have to go through all this pain every year which is really shitified cos it gets me down fer a few days...i lose time and time is valuable starting from now. but anywae, i made a big deal bout wanting to stay home a few days ago instead of going to school. i told my mum that it was cos of the art lesson and i din wanna see the mr leow (NOT my dad). that was partly the reason but the real reason was that i wanted to spend more time with aunty cheng on her last few days here. i dunno why, but i seem to grow attached very easily to her when she comes..even to andrew..though all he does is 'annoy' me though it's not really annoying cos i like it cos it makes me laugh and whatever. so it's extra hard when andrew comes and goes..cos i grow attached..i noe it's strange to tok bout a cousin so affectionately, but i guess he's my favourite cousin and i do think of him every so often. strange...but i'm NOT incest please. so there...aunty cheng is coming back late november with andrew and we'll be taking a trip together...to mauritius ro whereever..i dun care...as long as it's away from singapore. After that, depending on my situation then, i'll either take the flight back to toronto with aunty cheng and have an extended holiday over there during the three months of nothing to do...or get a job in singapore.
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ok...this entry is really song. so quick summary of the rest :
*esther's off in hongkong
*she din even tell me..poo.
*tomoroww is sports day
*tomorrow is syf rehearsal at conference hall as well
*i'm a liar cos i told someone i wasn't angry when i really was.
*i still love eminem
*last but certainly not least-->3773-30J still sweetens up my dull days.
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