so what's the point of having an ONLINE diary when nobody visits it. i'm such a sad case really. i guess i dun have any enthusiastic friends who actually bother to see what others write in their blogs, or at least what i write in my blog. i'm suffering in a pool of unpopularity and it sucks. i wonder if i have any real friends at all? it's a puzzling mystery, one which i hope won't explode in my face when it's time for me to discover the truth behind the suspenseful story.[does not make sense]
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so anywae, i've been in some horrible moods the last few days. probably becos of what i've just DiScUsSeD in the previous paragraph. problems, just problems, swimming around aimlessly in my tiny knowledgeless excuse of a head. so what else is new? i'm stupid, friendless, boring, UnFuN etc. there are lotsa bad things i can point out about myself, but i shan't, cos it's getting depressing, u can do that urself, i'm sure u can name a whole PiLe of bad things about cathleen leow [who shares her sirname with a freakin psycopath]. yup, that's me, always going on and on about me and me alone, how screwed up my life is when there are others out there so much less fortunate than me. i'm so self centred, but i guess everything is screwed up when ur a "heated-up-everybody-is-against-me" teenager.
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sighx. so there. there's art on monday and i'm dreading it. why is the art teacher such an asshole, i dun even wanna mention his name cos it spoils the reputation of MY name. i have to do yet another mock up, and i'm just to pissed with the world and lazy to spend as much time and effort on it as i did the previous one. so nO 3D, just plain 2D please. and he better not complain about it again, stupid airhead, he's even dumber than me-->which is PreTTy DarN DUMB!! i already prepared a speech to shoot in his disgusting face if he pisses me off. of cos there's like a 0.0001% chance that i'll actually have the guts to say any of it, but it works sometimes to destress my soul. so yeah.
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one more thing. i know i'm not supposed to be thinking of "sOmEoNe" -->this "sOmEoNe" i HATE by the way. in fact, i'm supposed to shut this "sOmEoNe"s stupid idiotic UGLY image out of my head entirely. but somehow, that awful gross, utterly nauseating image keeps POPpiNg back into my poor tortured head. so this is another distracting, extremely irritating problem of mine. i even dreamed of this STUPID "sOmEoNe" last night. EEeeeewWWww can. and the thing is, this "sOmEoNe" really has no freakin clue that i just can't stand him/her. hopefully, this "sOmEoNe" will wake up and smell the bad odour, cos the whole world does not revolve around "YOU"!!!
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i hope i dun get sued for defamation. i noe how nosey the school is, rummaging through our blogs and all.
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