* ''''''''happy''''''''' [NOT!]
2005-04-19 at 9:00 p.m.

right..so i've decided to quickly put up a new entry to block the previous one which was pretty screwed up. i'll try to write more 'happy' entries if i can think of anything 'happy' to write cos 'happy' isn't what i've been feeling the past few days, or even the past few weeks. it's a sad story really. but hey! this entry is supposed to be 'happy', so i shan't do what i always do, which is complaining, moaning and groaning, scolding, cursing about My liFe and the PPL in My life.
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but first i just have to say that it's really PiSSiFying and screwed up that no one bothers to read my blog, except mebe one or two ppl [which i thank them for]. i have such an urge to use the f word here..it's just really DISCOURAGING and ShittiFied for me ok..cos u have no idea how ALONE i feel.
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ARE U MY REAL FRIENDS OR NOT!!!
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IS IT SO HARD TO SPARE A MINUTE OR TWO READING A BLOG TO SHOW THAT U CARE????
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MEBE IF SOMEONE ACTUALLY READ MY BLOG I WOULDN'T BE SO PISSED EVERYTIME I UPDATE IT!!!
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MEBE IF I KNEW THAT SOMEONE CARED THEN I WOULD WRITE HAPPY ENTRIES!!!
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so this was supposed to be a happy entry rite.
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well sorry, 'happy' is not possible at this freakin moment.


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