syf is over.
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arts fest is over.
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my life must as well be over too.
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0oo man!!! i didn't think that i'd miss harp so much!!! i din realise it but i really enjoyed performing..i enjoyed syf, enjoyed arts fest. we got a gold!!! it's a darn good feeling la..i feel so proud of harp!!! i'm so speechless now i think u can tell. my sentences are all short and weird. and i can't stop repeating myself. but i have to emphasize how really REALLY suPeRLy PROUD of PL cherubs i am..i truly am so PROUD loo..and I'M likE SOOOOOOOOO PROUD of mY school, all the syf groups did GREAT!!! even though not all got the results they wanted, i think we all did a superb job. WELL DONE PL!!!
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now that i'm in sec 4, i guess i feel more for my school, and i begin to cherish moments like tonight and yesterday more. such wonderful precious memories. it's hard to describe what i'm feeling, a mixture of emotions, happiness, pride, yet sadness, dissapointment. i think i shall seriously miss PL when i leave, honestly, i dun think i would ever feel this attached to any other school. PL is my home, PL CHERUBS is my HoMe in my HoMe..[you get me?] i can't believe it's all over now, it passsed so quickly and now, studying starts, o levels, then we leave. it's heartbreaking to think about it now, i think i kinda figure how cheryln feels now. it's a great sense of loss.
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so yes. i feel sad also becos i miss *yOu**. i really really miss *you**..it's such a sickening feeling not being able to be with *you**. i wish..i wish..i were someone different.
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