so everybody seems to be rushing to study for the mid years, everybody is stressed out and their hearts full of anxiety. books piled on their tables, worksheets all over the floor. acts of Frustration taken out on innocent full scap paper in all their desperation to understand a fact. this is a scene one would expect to see in almost every sec 4 PL lite's home at this moment.
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but i did say "almost" everyone's.
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i seem to be lacking of something...something IMPORTANT...called erm..lemme see..OH YEAH..."URGENCY!!!!!!" why is it i dun feel to stress? why is it i can't bring myself to open a textbook and start studying? why am i so damn bloody lazy??? i'm so occupied with other stuff, really unimportant stuff, and i'm always doing the wrong things at the wrong time. like the other day, the day before the compo exam, i was making badges for my friends!!! sure, it is an act of kindness and goodwill, but couldn't i have done that earlier in the year? and like today, the school decided to give us a holiday. so the thought on most people's minds would be,
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"thank god! more time to study!"
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but not for me though, my thought was, hey, let's go out and get mother's day present, go to borders to get 'friends season 5' , eat lunch, then go home. i think there's something terribly wrong with me, and i need someone to RUDELY awake me please. PLEASE!!!! I"M DESPERATE.
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so yeah, i have no doubt that i shall do horribly for the midyears, but hopefully, looking at all the fails on my report card would shake me a bit. so yeah.
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i shouldn't even be blogging at this point of time!!!
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BAH!!!!!!!!
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