sonnets--
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all my loves this is the first and last
That in the autumn of my years has grown,
A secret fern, a violet in the grass,
A final leaf where all the rest are gone.
Would that I could give all and more, my life,
My world, my thoughts, my arms, my breath, my future,
My love eternal, endless, infinite, yet brief,
As all loves are and hopes, though they endure.
You are my sun and stars, my night, my day,
My seasons, summer, winter, my sweet spring,
My autumn song, the church in which I pray,
My land and ocean, all that the earth can bring
Of glory and of sustenance, all that might be divine,
My alpha and my omega, and all that was ever mine.
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How do I love thee?
Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light.
I love thee freely, as men strive for right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints --- I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! --- and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.
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sighx..these strange words really amuse me. they're fun to read and they boggle ur mind. sometimes u ThInk u understand what they're saying, but do u really? who shall truly understand the language of so long ago. right! WHAT THE HELL AM I SAYING!!! i'm even starting to talk like the bloody things. sighx.
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i'm searching frantically for a way to express how i feel, i can't find any picture or drawing, i can't find the appropriate words. there's no image to describe this emotion, all i know is, that it feels perfect, i dun want it to leave me. from here, things can only get better, stay the same or get worse, yeah, depends on which path i choose, what choice i make. can anyone help me?
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