what can i say, but,
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YAWN.....
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seriously now, i have never been more utterly BORED than i am right now!!! well maybe i was more bored just now but what the hell, the point is, I'M BORED!!! and since esther is in hong kong, one less person reads my blog which means, ZERO ppl read my blog now. sad story? U BET! but why should i care right, i'm a self entertaining person, why should i care if ppl read my blog or not, it's enough that i have the most awful brother, i'm having the monthly best friend [for me it's not really monthly], my daddy is sick, my friends have deserted me, i have chinese oral to worry about, english hw to do, revision which i haven' started on, not to mention ART!!!, and i'm sooooo sian and bored that i dun even have the mood to go shopping!!! my favourite most favourite past time and i dun FEEL like it. god help me.
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so yes, my brother really SUCKS LA!!!! he's a f***ing piece of SHAT [i meant to spell it that way]. not the gay one, i'm absolutely FINE with my gay brother now, in fact, i'd rather have two gay brothers then that other "BROTHER" of mine, if he should even qualify to be a brother. firstly, lately, he's like throwing all his stupid SHATTY tantrums, it happens ALL the time, it's Getting OLD brother dearest, GIVE IT A REST, YES YOUR LIFE IS 'OH SO MISERABLE', BUT UR CONSTANT COMPLAINING AND WHINING IS RUINING MY HAPPY LIFE AS WELL!!! THE WORLD OWES NOTHING TO YOU AND WE OWE NOTHING TO YOU, STOP TRYING TO GAIN SYMPATHY FROM UR FAMILY!!!! GO FIND IT FROM UR DARLING GF WHOM U TREAT SO BLOODY WELL, BUT WHEN UR HOME UR JUST ONE BIG FUCKING ASSHOLE!!! WHO DO U THINK U ARE THROWING UR WEIGHT AROUND HUH?!?!?!?! THINK UR SO HIGH AND MIGHTY, EXPECT EVERYONE TO GROVEL AT YOUR FEET, ONE THING DOEN'T GO ACCORDING TO UR "PERFECT" ROUTINE AND OH NO!! THE WORLD IS COLLAPSING, QUICK!! GRAB UR SISTER AND VENT UR LAME FUSTRATION ON HER WHY DUNCH YOU!!! IT'S OK, SHE DOESN'T MIND BEING UR PUNCHING BAG, SHE DOESN'T NEED ANY FORM OF HUMAN DECENCY, SHE'S JUST THIS GIRL SITTING AROUND JUST WAITING FOR YOU TO SLAP HER IN THE FACE!!! I DUN NEED RESPECT YOU NOE, COS I'M THE YOUNGEST AND I DUN DESERVE RESPECT!!! OH NO...BUT SOMETHING GOES WRONG IN UR OH SO BLOODY FUCKING IMPORTANT LIFE, AND I HAVE TO COME KISS UR FREAGIN SHATTY ASS!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL IS UR FREAGIN PROBLEM!!!
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u noe, i have so much things to shout in his stupid face, but i can't even find the right moment. u noe, to name a few of his acts, iot's like he likes ta study in the dining room, which is like the most public area in the house. OF ALL PLACES RIGHT!!! so if he's studying it's like, ppl have ta stay out of his way, which means, u can't watch tv in the hall, u can't play the piano. cos it disturbs dear sweet hardworking angel alwyn. STUPID ASS. GO STUDY IN UR BLOODY ROOM, THAT"S WHAT IT"S THERE FOR!!! IF U"RE NOT GONNA USE IT, KNOCK IT DOWN AND I CAN USE IT TO STORE MY SHAT!!! AND IT'S A PUBLIC PLACE, IF U DUN LIKE ME WATCHING TV THEN GO SOMEWHERE ELSE TO STUDY, THE HOUSE DUN BELONG TO YOU, HAVE SOME COURTESY, SO JUST BECOS UR A FRUSTRATED MUGGER DUN MEAN THAT I HAVE TA NOT HAVE FUN!!! AND IF I'M DISTURBING YOU, WHY DUN U BLOODY ASK ME TO GO UPSTAIRS AND WATCH, I WAS THERE FIRST ANYWAY!!! THE PROBLEM WITH YOU IS THAT U EXPECT EVERYBODY TO READ UR FUCKING MIND, U DUN SAY ANYTHING AND WHEN PPL FAIL TO READ UR STUPID THOUGHTS U THROW A TANTRUM AND PPL ARE LIKE "WHAT THE HELL DID I DO NOW TO UPSET THE OH SO HIGH AND MIGHTY KING?!?!?!"
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and that's only one thing, i could name so many more, but i think this entry is too vulgar already. so bye, i wish i didn't have that "brother", i have like renounced him as anybody related to me at this moment, and i like my gay brother like 100 million times better than him, even though he is kinda irritating when he's in his irritating mood. but he's getting me converse shoes fer my b'day. NOW THAT"S A GOOD BROTHER!!!! TO HELL WITH ALWYN!!!! HE CAN JUST GO OFF AND MARRY HIS PERFECT GF NOW!!!! I DUN CARE. GOOD BYE GOOD RIDANCE! SOON HIS TRUE COLOURS WILL SHOW AND THEN SHE"LL DIVORCE HIM AND HE"LL BE SO SAD AND I"LL LAUGH IN HIS FACE!!!
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so i'm an evil sister. big wup. he started it.
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