guess what. my 'my space' suddenly just disappeared! it's gone!!! all my hard work to build it up has been wasted. it's somewhere now...floating around in cyberspace and i have no way of finding it. Sigh...how sad. so looks like it's back to this blog which isn't so bad. lala...realised that everytime i come online it's always the same old thing..tok to ppl on msn [the same old ppl], update blog, go friendster. thend..go offline then come back later and do the same thing. HOW utterly BORING is the internet?!?! the only game i actually feel like playing is SIMs...but i uninstalled it long ago...and i'm afraid that there's just too much shit in my com now to hold it. so i shall think of retiring from the com soon.
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my study timetable officially starts tomorroe. i start with the subject chemistry....BAH!!! I HATE CHEM...atually it's not so bad...BUT I HATE IT ANYWAE. i have made a decision, to work superly hard...even though my superly hard isn't that hard..but no matter...i shall work!!!! and i shall score wonderfully fer o levels..i shall go to my choice course in the awesomely wonderful temasek poly!!! and work hard there and go to university whether in singapore or overseas. then while all that is happening i shall supposedly find a bf....and eventually get married...have kids...bla bla...grow old...be a grandmother...bla bla bla...then die..bla bla bla.how exciting is my life?
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today...i suddenly had the urge to be a mummy!!! haha!!! i have motherly insincts!!! har har har...how crap am i?!?!?! but seriously...haven't u ever looked at a cute little baby b4 and wish u had one toooo....i'm wondering if that's a need to be a mummy or a need to be a big sister. it's hard to differentiate. haha... wonder what my life holds fer me...my grandma keeps asking me to get her a great grand daughter...wth...i'm only 16. haha...anywae..i think i can't hold my liqour very well...i drank one glass of champagne today and i turned all red and felt all crazy..waha. hiok.
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yeap...this is my life...and i'm loving it...EMBRACING IT!!!! I'M MOTIVATED!!!!! I'M DETERMINED TO MAKE MY LIFE SUCCESSFUL!!!! I LOVE MYSELF!!!!!! it's wonderful to love urself...try it! you'll feel so much better. don't wallow in self pity..embrace ur identity!!!! expand ur potential!!!!!! RARARA!!!!! I'M SO HAPPY TODAY!!!!! my heart is at peace!!! i'm ready to SOAR!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! haha.
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HUG ME HUG ME HUG ME HUG ME!!!!
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