wow...amazingly...here i am again..after how many months??? i've just been so bz and blogging seemed just...so sianing. so..update time!
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O levels are over..i did relatively well for prelims. 11 points..i'm still in denial about my 13 points...cos i noe that i totally deserve 11 points cos mr leow is a pig..a bloody *toot*ing asshole...who is an utter and total failure as a teacher..and u can't trust his marking skills..cos i'm positive that they are as bad as his social and teaching skills. DON'T TRUST HIM I TELL YOU...DONT!!! ok enough of that.
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strangely enough, i think that i'm going to do worse for o levels than i did for prelims...even though for most ppl it's the other way around...i just didn't have a good feeling after most of my papers. sigh...but i dun think i had really good feeling bout my prelims either..so one can only hope and pray rite. and also i made some booboos by not writing my name on every sheet of paper for the compo paper..and also not writing down all the question numbers. but seriously..was there really a need..the other questions are all compulsory..soo..must write the ques no. meh??? sigh...i really pray that i won't get penalised.
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so enough bout o level stuff..all that seems like decades ago. so i had this whole plan ready..called typicially uninterestingly, the "after o level plan" which of course included of my trip to langkawi and this cruise to nowhere thing. it also included time with friends to sentosa, wet and wild and bla bla bla...then it includes getting a job in january which i'm still working on...time with aunt and cousin..i love them. and then..there was my super exciting plan of flying back to toronto with them when they go home...but that was smashed into a sticky pulp. damn. i'd brought the whole idea long b4 over levels started..and my mum seemed fine with it...but lo and behold..when i bring it up like now...she's like.." oh...i thought u were joking..ya de ya de ya de..." that like sooo pisses me off..and then she goes on a whole guilt trip routine.. with the " Oh...u can goo.. mummy has to let you go sooner or later" in that whole simpy, poopy tone of voice..and it's like argh!!!! give me a break already.. it's what i really want to do..give me my wings for goodness sakes..also..it'll ease the pain for me..cos then i wouldn't have to see them go home..rather i'll be going home with them..yay! but that is totally off the table i guess. i'm stuck here..great! and i have to bear the misery of them leaving. crap! 3 weeks pass just like that. snap!
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so anywaex..i'm still not giving up on my trip to toronto..that shall be on my agenda for next year..or during poly vacation..1 1/2 months..long enough for a fulfilling stay in beautiful canada.
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so yeah...supposed to be having a ball of a time ...but all my friends are working...i'm jobless and my aunty and cousin are going home on tuesday night..my life is hell...i can't go to toronto...i'm pissed with my mum...and i'm gonna be even more miserable after tuesday afternoon. Pheah.
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