Hey--aren't holidays supposed to be fun?!?!?! i'm supposed to be having a blast. 6 months straight of schooless fun...but why am i feeling so horrible
soo sick and irritated...surely it's not because of the boredom. i have a job but i dun feel like going--maybe it'll be better when i start work..can distract me from everything. i'm just so irritated with anything and everything.
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EVERY SINGLE thing seems to get me all worked up and irritated..especially my damnit mudder. i dunno...she din to anything wrong exactly...but it's like..she irritates me. Like how when i'm irritated and walking in front of her she tries to walk faster and take over me...that really REALLY pisses me off. Or how her face looks when she's all ignoring me and stuff...Pleah..or how she dilly dallies when she knows i'm tired and pissed!!! Bahhhh...i'm Never going out with her ever again..until..well..i'm over the whole mood swing thing. Ya..other stuff that pissed me off today..just everybody..like when all these irritating looking bitches pass me...and they're like.."oh..i'm so pretty..wearing my super short skirt" when really i think they look like crap. there are sooo many ppl like that around..and i just wanna push them all down the stairs..ot elevator. Just felt so violent today. just couldn't stand Anybodie's face today..could have just slapped every single person i saw today if i could. THen there was this old woman who kept taring at my feet...i just wanted to hit her too. THen...there was this little gerl who kept kicking the freakin seat...and i wanted to push her off the chair.
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